once more to see you
the rain swallows me whole, I swear
the day is come when I again repose here, under this dark sycamore, and view these plots of cottage-ground, these orchard-tufts, which at this season, with their unripe fruits, are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves 'mid groves and copses.

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1st October, 2025

yesterday I finally went to resolve the 2nd degree assault charge made against me by the police. it wasn't really that bad, in fact, all the lady told me was to never do it again and that I should learn from this mistake. it wasn't really my fault, though, that's the thing. my mom hit me first (¬`‸´¬).

last night, I met a guy in my dms that asked me for feet pics. I thought it was a scam at first, but he actually paid me almost one hundred dollars!! it's not even a one time thing, he says that he wants to keep that as a thing to do regularly. he told me to tell him to cut himself though and that was kinda weird . . . (¬_¬") buuuuut I still did it anyways cause I didn't want to lose him. gosh my life is amazing right now, I had to lie to my mom and tell her it was art commission money lel. I'm supposed to be getting a job in a few weeks, so this can keep me up for a realll long time . . . ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა

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